Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Finally~~~

Finally..She decided to choose it,I have to put it down..!!She told me the decision she made,i have to accept the fact,i know i m not really good in this stuff,so i decided to put it down.!!

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Unsucess Vindicate To My Lovely Girl.

14/11/2009 Saturday night...We went to watched the new movie "2012" with her classmate.

The day before,i was so expect the arrival of the day,because i can get a chance,to see her,talk to her and watch movie with her.I like to went out with her,because she gave me a feel like time is running fast,i have to slow down the time and grasp every second of every minute,that is very unusual feel i never had.

I went to fetch her at 9.30 pm.It was so Lucky and Unlucky again.Lucky is,everytime i went to fetch her,sure rain,and i have to take umbrella to cover her in my car,hahax,so nice.Unlucky is i cant go lot of place,but in Taiping not really have many places for boys and girls,so God,don't rain nextime.I want to take a dinner with her,but she said she has taken,so have to change my plan to other place.I decided to buy a burger for us,as a simple raining dinner for us,hahax(stupid me).Afterthat,we was taking our simple dinner in car while start our conversation.
At the time,i present her a pair of bear,i not really know what she love,but i think she quite like the bear,she keep the male bear and i keep the female bear.I told her put at the special place, so she everytime see the bear,can remember me.Than,I want to use my sincere heart to vindicate to her,hope she can give me the chance to take care of her and know more about her.But,my cantonese language really poor,plus the time i was so nervous,my brain suddenly can't make a translation between chinese to cantonese(Blank page),oh damn,i failed it,I destruction the atmosphere,so so so embarrassment,Stupid me....stupid Jerryfong.I lost the chance...haiz....!!why im not learn a good cantonese before i made the decission..........Regret..

We chat until 11.00 pm.Is time to go for our 11.30pm movie(2012).I park my car at tesco,than walk to the cinema,cuttie her,she told me her phone leave at the car dashboard,oh no,so lucky the phone put at the chair,if not people will take it.The movie time really so long,160 min,the story is so amazing and fantastic,it really let us know when the world is going to end,everypeople will die,i believe it..
In the 2012 movie,the President of America really mighty,he is not afraid to death,he pray god and accompany the citizen to pass the natural disaster even he got the change to save his life,he decided not to leave the country,im so touch of the Proud of the America president.I realise,the world will end,we have to do good things,what we can do,we should do the best,if Not when the world is end,we have nothing.NOTHING IN OUR SOUL.
Moving-ing,she felt cold,but she has a jacket,i try to ask her permission to let me hold my hand to get a warm,but she reject it,arhhh...i failed it again.
The movie finish at 2.15am...wah..really late for us...But Heavy rain while the way i sent her back.Goodnight to her....

Sunday,my felt a little bit strange,i felt she like dont want to reply my message.I plan to ask her a truth,but im not dare.Atlast i give her a message and ask about that why she cold to me,maybe she don;t like what i did for her.Im not sensitive to this,but is come out from my heart,blame my self.i WIll change it....

Hope will get the chance to meet her again...


Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Tired~~~~~~~

Actually what happend to her,she not really wanna talk to me this few days,but i won't give up,maybe she moodless,don't want to talk to me,i cant do anythings,Haiz.

Went to Ipoh Tower Regency Hotel for the Maxis Broadband training just now,quite sianz the Training,but at first,knn the speaker give us money we don't want take,because he want give us rm 50 as the training slogan.He ask all the attanders to check out that rm 50 weither real or fake,if real we have to take rm 10 to change with that rm 50,if fake than bo huat lor,but at the time,he just give us 3 second to check the cash rm m50,he start pass the money and check one by one from front seat,but nobody dare to take it,and fast fast pass to another person,haha,until my turn,i am really stupid,din take it,free want leh,but at last i pass it to another person :).Until a dealer dare to take rm 10 change with that rm 50,the speaker give the rm 50 to him,take the rm 10.But the speaker say again"i think this rm 10 maybe is fake"ask him use rm 1 change with the rm 10,hahax,change it again.Than he said again,knn"i think this rm1 is fake oso",ask him use 10 sen to change the rm 1 back.Whoaaa......thats a good start for the training.It means,so many chance and many ways to let us get a profit,wow!!!

The training quite bored,all the things he talk in very high level english,just understand a little bit only,sianz la.!!!!but,the most reason for the training is to push our dealers to sell the Maxis broadband,the trainer really give us alot confidence to sell the product,explain until very easy to sell and get the benefit,walao,u go lie the other new dealers la,we sold it before,kinda hard to push the Maxis broadband in taiping because the stupid maxis 3g coverage,really not stable in taiping,and most of the place don't have the 3g coverage also,how to sell??because it needs contract with the customers,if the customer terminate,we get nothing!!But they use all the ways to sign the agreement,and said it only for today attanders dealers only,tomorrow don't have the chance already,ask us have to pay 3000 deposit for the agreement,walao!!But at last,i decide not to sign the agreement,because i don;t have the confidence to sell this product in Our area Taiping,as we see,The P1 wimax now really strong,if we sell the broadband,kinda hard!!!

But i like the hotel so much,the lobby very grand,very confortable.After the meeting,when to Nokia care centre at greentown,to sent the warranty set,first time went to Nokia care centre,the service very good,lots of Nokia customers there,like the original authorise phone always.

Arrived Taiping at 6 pm something,continue work in my shop,lots of indonesia customers today,business quite good,thanks gOd!!!!

After work,when to centre to trained again,2 more days ago,So So nervous,god please bless Yeefong....

Back to my sweet house,sked got Wu Gong again,check it before i laying on my bed,thinking of her and write the blog.....Muacks

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Everthings is just begin.

JUST CAME BACK FROM CENTRE,THIS FRIDAY IS OUR CENTRE PRAY CEREMONY,SO I MUST MEMORIES ALL THE RULES AND TRAIN ALOT.↲I AM SO TIRED,THIS FEW DAYS REALLY BUSY TO DID MY JOB,REALLY HEADACHE!.A LONENLY AND EMPTINESS TONIGHT,LOOK OUT THE WINDOW,IS A COLD AND RAINING NIGHT,THINKING WHAT ARE U DOING AT THE RAINING NIGHT,mISS U eVERY MOMENT.BuT I caNT CHAT WITH HER,JUST BECAUSE HAPPENED AT THE MORNING,SHE HAD A BAD MOOD.THIS TIME,I JUST CAN BLAME MY SELF SO USELESS,CANT CONSOLE HER,HAIZ..SAD!↲ ↲TO CATCH OUT WEAK POINT AND IMPROVE MY GOOD IMAGE FOR HER,I WILL TAKE MORE TIME TO KNOW MORE ABOUT u..AND I HOPE I CAN RECORD EVRYTHINGS HAPpEN I DID TO H3R AND mY LIfE..GOoDluCk FoR mE..

Monday, November 9, 2009

SHE so moody...

Haih...when she get the result..i know she very sad..cant accept it..
I wont ask her more ..i Know she sure don't want to tell out...
But neway..she try the best...never mind.i know she can do the best for the next Test...
Goodluck..I will do back my self..

Saturday, November 7, 2009

7/11 a night with her.

watching football epl match between Wolf and Arsenal,but i dont like the match because i hate Arsenaltea m,i hate negro,Arsenal to many negro player.i cant sleep again,because i like the momment with her.Planed to going a nice place to have a dinner with her,but why god at this time..Rain!because rain,i cant bring her to that place.BecausE RaIN,i caN holD An umBrEllA shARE WITH HER,i lIKE THE FEELING.  THAN WENT TO THE GATE HAVING DINNER THERE,NOT BAD THE PLACE AND THE LIGHT,ATLEAST SHE CANT SEE HOW FAT AM I,HAHA!BUT THE FOOD THERE STILL OK,QUITE FULL.AfTerDaT,know she wAnnA TeSt caR 2 more dAys,bUt shE LooK liKE AbIT LOsT cONfIdeNCe TO drive,I let heR drive aROUND THE FACTORY AREA,THIS IS 1STIME I BE A UNCLE TRAINER..SHE NOT BAD THE SKILL,HOPE THAT SHE CAN PASS THE TEST..SO I GOT THE CHANCE GIVE HER A TREAT AS CELEBRATE SHE PASS THE TEST.AFTER THAT ,FETCH HER BACK HOME,WE CHAT ALOT,ATLEAST I START KNOW MORE ABOUT HER,EVEN I KNOW HER SINCE 5 YEARS AGO..I SMS HER JUST NOW AND ASK HER A QUESTION,I AM MADE A WRONG DECISION TO ASK HER...SORRY...AND I JUST CAN FULLY HOPE THAT...